They were screaming in horrible pain and agony.  I saw the steam coming out of their bodies of the humans when the creatures bit them.  Under their feet was never-ending fire which continued to burn them.  It was strange but the fire did not hurt the worms...

On 8/26/07, Sunday, there was an English Bible Study fellowship at my home. I think about 30 people were there and I was busy cooking and preparing the food, I did not even have time to take care of my children.

Around 8 pm, someone came to me and told me I think your son Aris is having a fever and his two lymph nodes are swollen. I knew Aris had been sick, but I didn’t know that his glands would become so swollen. I became worried because I could see he was lethargic and feverish, and clearly there were 2 lumps on the sides of his throat. I felt guilty about not taking care of my children because I was so busy with the fellowship. I wondered maybe God was telling me I should be taking care of my children instead of hosting fellowships.

That evening, Aris had fever up to 104 degrees. Medicine would not bring down the fever. I didn't have time to pray long for him because I was so exhausted from the fellowship. However, that night, he woke me up because he was crying so much and he also had asthma. So I took him to the emergency room at the Irvine Regional Hospital at 4 am in the morning.  

When we were at the emergency, again I felt the guilt of not being a good mother. I saw him there, so little.  Out of all the children, probably Aris is one of the most difficult to raise. He is often sick and have other issues. Yet because of this, I have experienced many grace and mercy from God.

The nurse was going to come to give him IV and she needed to insert a big needle in him. I told Aris, when the nurse comes, she won't use the anesthetic because it's the emergency room and it will hurt. I know he is very afraid of needles so I asked him to remember to pray in his heart and say “Hallelujah” so he will not hurt.

When the nurse came I was very surprised. When she inserted the needle, Aris did not look away. In fact, he just looked at her calmly as she did her puncturing of needle and had blood come out. He didn’t even flinch at all! I was so surprised, I asked him did he hurt? He said "No mommy, I didn't feel anything at all. I just kept praying in my brain Hallelujah and God helped me not to feel anything. It didn’t hurt at all."

After we went home, he continued to have swollen glands for the next two days and fevers on and off continuously. I was exhausted and I prayed to God to please heal my son. I also had work deadlines and I was very tired. On Tuesday evening, at around 1am to 2 am, my son was sleeping on a mattress pad next to me. He woke me up because he was thrashing around a lot, moaning, talking, and waking my husband up too who is a light sleeper. I tried to wake him up because I could see he was distressed but he kept dreaming on. After while, he calmed down and continued to dream.

On Wednesday morning, he told me, “Mommy, I am better now.” I was delighted because the last 3 nights I hardly slept at all. Aris then told me about a spiritual dream. I realized from what he said that he had actually seen heaven and hell. Because I know that up to that time, he had not known a lot of the things recorded in the Bible. Yet he saw many things that matched our understanding of the Bible. I know he did not hear these things and then make them up. I was quite surprised how much what he said matched the Bible exactly.

In the beginning, he first saw hell.  The following are in his words as he wrote them now that he is age 9. He can still recall what happened vividly.

Fiery Mansion

 I first saw a huge fiery burning mansion which was about 5 stories high. The building looks like a rectangular prism with no windows. The building was all black. Seemed like made of black block-like bricks all over the building. The bricks were stacked vertically instead of horizontally. Smoke came out of the little holes between the bricks, but most of the smoke was stuck inside the house. I saw the fire all around the outside of the house. When I went inside the house, everything felt hot. I felt very scared, hot and humid. It was all dark and I started to shiver.

I saw fire everywhere on the floor and on the sides. The fire was a reddish color. The ground was black like charcoal, with a lot of ashes, and scary.

Evil Robots

Then, I saw monstrous evil looking robots, maybe three to five of them. These huge robots were made of blocks (not like legos) but like rectangular blocks.

 The evil robots’ faces were shaped like tear drops. They were very evil and wicked looking. There was fire blasting from the bottom of their feet. They had long sharp claws. There was a small shallow pit in the ground where new reddish-blackish, dusty, gray blocks being formed automatically in that pit. Blocks keep appearing in the pit to make more robots.

Then I saw these three ghostly figures. They had bodies that were see through. They had really sharp black, shiny, dusty claws. The bottom of their bodies tapered off like the tails of alligators. These evil spirits were floating in the air.

Torture

After that I sensed people being tortured. I saw men and women and bad teenagers being hung up on meat hooks on a wooden post. The people were hung up by the lower end of the nape of their necks, around where the spine just begins.  These people were being bitten by worm-like creatures.

Each person had about five or ten worms biting their body. The worms were like huge, fat maggots, the size of the palm of a hand.  The worms did not have any eyes. They were  dark pink/reddish/black colored.

Their teeth were so sharp, they were sharper than any creature's teeth in the world, even sharper than a shark’s teeth. The sharp teeth were lined up in rows, like a circle within a circle within another circle of sharp teeth, circling down the throat of the worm. The teeth were very sharp, like machine spikes in a shredding machine.  The worms did not have soft lips, they had a hard exo-skeleton banding around their mouth, similar to a fish.

They were screaming in horrible pain and agony.  I saw the steam coming out of their bodies of the humans when the creatures bit them.  Under their feet was never-ending fire which continued to burn them.  It was strange but the fire did not hurt the worms

All these people were being tortured inside the house. The house seems smaller on the outside, but after you go inside, it seems huge.  I also sensed that there were many other men, women, and children all suffering everywhere, all around me, though I can't see them.  I can hear screams and moaning all around me, in great pain.

Isaiah 66:24 And as they go out, they will see the dead bodies of those who have rebelled against me. For the worms that devour them will never die, and the fire that burns them will never go out. All who pass by will view them with utter horror." (NLT) 

I could sense what I saw was probably like the 2nd or 3rd level of hell.  Finally at a corner, I saw a black hole which I thought was a level that could go down to lower stories under the burning house.

Guardian Angel

I was very frightened and scared and crying.  Then I prayed. I closed my eyes and held my hands together and said (in Chinese), "In name of Jesus Christ Satan be gone!" Then I repeated “Hallelujah!” continuously.

All of sudden, a huge angel appeared. This angel was very tall, taller than 9 feet tall; he was taller than Goliath. He had two huge wings, all white. It seemed like nothing dirty, not even dust, can get on those beautiful white wings. They were dirt-proofed. The wings were shiny white, very bright. I can see every feather on the outline of the wings. Inside the big span of wings, there were so many feathers. If I touched the wings, I know it will be very soft.

The angel’s face was very bright and I couldn't see his face well. His golden hair was down to around the neck area. The angel’s wings cowed around inward, like shield armor.  When the angel came down to me, he covered me in his wings and held me close. I put my arms around his neck.

The angel pulled out his shining sword from his scabbard. The sword was very big and shiny. That handles were golden but the sword was all white and shining bright. The sword was so strong it looked like it could never be dented. In just 6-7 seconds, the angel sliced through all the evil robots with one swipe of his sword. The sword is also so bright that it shined into the ghosts and the ghosts screamed and evaporated. The angel didn't get anything dirty on him from the battle. He started to fly upward.

Afterward, as I was hanging onto him, the angel first flapped hard 3-4 times on the ground, then took off leaping into the air. He shot upward immediately to heaven.

Gate of Heaven

Then the guardian angel flew me to a garden in heaven. I first saw the gate which was like many huge shiny pearls, with one large one just for the handle. The gate itself was like 3 stories high made of lots of pearls.

Buddy Angels

First, the guardian angel introduced me to my little buddy angel and my big buddy angel. My buddy angels took me to a large church, like a huge white cathedral. The people in heaven all have buddy angels, one small and one big. They protect you and are your companions in your everyday life.  

Church in Heaven

We went to a big church which is not built like anything in the world; its architecture is very unique. There were just a few people there. Some people were outside in the garden. Then I went into a huge church. There I saw many other types of angels, including soldier angels, with weapons and armor, and singing angels.

Jesus Christ

There I met Jesus Christ. My buddy angels brought me to Jesus so I was not scared or shy. Jesus said to me in Chinese:  

"I love you. I like you. You have to pray more. Then I will give you the Holy Spirit." 

我愛你。我喜歡你。你要禱告更多。然後，我會給你的聖靈。

Then Jesus hugged me. He felt really soft and warm. I couldn’t really see his face clearly. But I could sense he had a huge smile and was very kind and nice to me.  He was really bright; brighter than the angels. He wore a one piece white robe.

Jesus then took me to the garden and my buddy angels followed.

Fruit Trees

He showed me the orchard fruit trees and then there were other fruits not were not in our world. They had different color fruits next to the homes. Some trees had all different fruits all grafted together, and others had same fruits. He picked one of the fruits, which was an orange, for me to try because he wanted me to try the fruit. The orange was so sweet and juicy, better than any oranges I have ever tasted! There were no bugs and all clean! You don't even have to wash it.

River of Life

Then Jesus showed me fish in the stream. A river flows through middle of heavenly kingdom. The water is crystal clear. Trees were growing on the sides of it. It is like everlasting water. It will never dry up. The stream looks like it was flowing upwards, instead of downwards. It was like very fresh clean water, not polluted. You can just drink it.

Rocks 

There were beautiful colorful rocks in the river. Because the rocks were so very smooth from the washing in the river, but it was smoother than any rock on earth could be. Everything was top quality, better than anything on earth. The colors of the rock were all colors of the rainbow. Some granite, crystal, all other rocks that I can't tell what they were.

Fish

There were fish inside. You don't have to feed them. They can just survive in the water. The fish were so beautiful. Some are very big like 1-2 feet in length. They were much more beautiful than koi fish. There was all different colored fishes. Some of them were golden with white stripes. There was only a few all white and bright and silver. They were all different beautiful colors. My favorite was the golden yellow ones. Their bellies were all white. Their scales were shined and sparkled. I petted the fish and the fish talked in a heavenly language to me that I didn't understand. They will float in the middle of the river and then try to get your attention. They are very good at trying to please you. If some just wanted to stay, they will stay to talk to you. Then Jesus returned to his royal throne.

Animals

Then my buddies showed me the animals. I saw squirrels, deer, chipmunks, many animals like the ones on earth.  There are carnivores, like lions, but they don't eat other animals. They just nicely eat grass or other plants. The animals were gentle and talked to each other in heavenly language I didn't understand.

Flowers

Flowers will sing. But the plants didn't talk. My buddy angel told me the plant aloe vera can be pulled down and squeezed in your mouth; it is different kind of aloe vera than the one on earth and that it’s really healthy for you. I didn't get a chance try it.

Home in Heaven

I saw our home in heaven. My big buddy and little buddy showed me my family’s house, which is bigger than my home now, but not as big as a mansion. There were a lot of details. The architecture is unique, like nothing in the world.

My buddies told me my entire family will live here. There are just enough rooms for everyone. I saw our pets (cats and dogs) there.  There is also a piano with big open space to play. When we eat, the dining area is not cramped it is open spaced. The kitchen have always extra space so no pots on the floor. You will have good memory on where everything is located. Everything has a spot; everything is organized. Chairs are very soft and fuzzy, gold. Some are white.

After everything, I played with both buddies and played hide and seek. We played with other people and their buddies.

This is one of the levels of heaven, but not the best level.

Heaven  

Heaven is like a LIVE place. Everything is alive. Everything was more colorful and vibrant than here. I felt very happy and peaceful there.

Receiving the Holy Spirit

When I was praying for the Holy Spirit this last summer 7/18/10, I was thinking, “God you said you will give me the HS, could you please give it to me? I have tried my best. Please forgive me for my sins. I repent.” I had tears in my eyes. I concentrated. I felt I just received a little bit of Holy Spirit, not a lot.  Then, thank God, I received the Holy Spirit on my 9^th birthday of July 18, 2010.